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Blog75:

Why are you crying?

What ‘something’ is so terrible that you could not handle?

Something terrible has happened to me.
I was forced out of my job at the company.
I didn’t have the foresight it could happen to me.
I feel useless.

Think again.  Are you useless?
Now that it happened, what do you think you should do?
What do you want to do?

I want to scream until my lungs give out!
I want to rant and rave at the people who kicked me out!
I want to blame and curse God!

What does God have to do with what happened?
It was a human action, wasn’t it?

It’s all wrong.
I want to tell God that I do not deserve the human action taken.
I want God to affirm that what was done to me was unfair!
I want God to do something.
I want God to do something heinous.
I want God to hurt those that hurt me!

What you want done, God wouldn’t and couldn’t do.
God is God – creator of only what’s good.
God cries as you do.
God suffers with you.
God holds you in His heart.
God hears and listens to the cries of your mind.

It hurts so badly.
I am numbed by the pain it caused.
I feel so alone.
I have no place to get comfort.
I feel so very helpless.
I am totally lost.

You may feel all alone.
You may feel so very uneasy, hurt, helpless, lost.
But you are not alone.
Don’t you remember? God is with you … always!
Praise God for loving you whether you’re broken or whole.
In god’s own time, child … in God’s appointed time …
Tides of oppressive feelings will go away.
Meanwhile … get your head up.
Get your hands and feet moving.
You are God’s creation and co-creator.
Look to your mind and heart and claim creation.
Create with your mind … heart!
Change your course, however small the step the you take.

Reclaim your mark.

You are God’s child!