Friday, August 31, 2012

Stream of consciousness(4)


Blog38:

New day- just a given … Beginning hours; I must ease into it now …

7:13         Science class visit or not for today?   I better not.  I did not consult first; should I connect with content colleagues re: pull-out students and proficiencies.  What’s in the best interest of the chaps?  Too many docs … W-APT, Change of Status, Fluency Notification, etc.; which ones are really urgent?

        Collaborative work and Clerical tasks … why do they get complicated?  Where’s the joy?

8:25 I have a few notes to write … 5 … maybe 7?  My fingers can’t keep up with my brain.  OK – where’s that master sked?  Remember to check with colleagues on unit topics and vocab to emphasize.  What are the performance product expectations?   Those are students’ challenges. 

        Process … process!  The journey of the process is always most important.  What could be learned from barriers getting to the goal?  What are the quick, reachable objectives, and how do young minds develop this skill?

9:44 Cross check with Vicki on serve-rosters. Touch base with Debra on records for incoming students; request copies of those enrolment forms!  Why doesn’t she automatically feed those to me?  Cum records … those will be a pain this academic year.  Now- where are those teacher reports?  How many mentees this year?  Schedule headaches … why are the times overlapping?  Whose bright idea was that?

        In the course of overwhelming circumstances, de-stressing is crucial.  Crunches … neck, back, arms; breathe in … hold it a minute … breathe out – 3 times!  Don’t panic about tasks that will not get done.  Focus on what can be accomplished.  Take care of yourself so that you can take care of others.  Say this mantra over and over …

1:49 My shoulders are again nagging!  Neck roll … stretch … take a hall walk; do it now! Restroom stop: what’s the matter with the hot water? Water … I really should be thankful that there’s water, cold as it is.  Brains … remind me how water was a scarcity in the suburbs of Manila!  Remember the rationed hours? What of distances to walk in order to get clean, safe water?  Here I am --- complaining!   My aching shoulders have now blown into a really annoying headache.  The day has yet to go before I could get relief.  Perhaps there’s a pain reliever in the Clinic?

3:40 I’m still here, but why? I realize that scheduling isn’t my cup of tea; ‘been working on various models for teacher schedules, and I can’t crack the best path yet.  I admire those souls who have the patience.  I should perhaps send it to the data Coach, and let him tweak it!  I’ll do just that.  ‘Got to get out of here.  My tummy is grumbling.  Wonder what Mickey’s crafting for dinner; Mickey—so very dependable!  BUT – he could be messy.  Wonder how the critters are doing.  Cinn must get to the Vet.  Did Mickey get her there? 

End of work week always brings a mixed-bag of feelings: excitement, stress, anxiety.  I don’t like it when I put workplace tasks in my weekend or holiday, but I just can’t seem to get out of it.  This work-imposed mindset is sometimes a curse. 

Enough complaining.  Act!

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