Tuesday, December 18, 2012

A Christmas ...


Blog 148:

I remember …
I remember a season …
I remember a season called Christmas …
Of now gone mid-19th century
A Christmas without …
A lowly Christmas …

I remember …
I remember a Christmas night
After a supper of porridge and fish-

My brothers said Santa Claus was coming
So I must go to sleep and dream …
My brothers said Santa was going to bring treats
Candies and cakes, ice-cream and chocolate-
My brothers said Santa Claus was coming
So I must go to sleep and dream …
My brothers said Mother and Father would be home soon
My brothers said Santa would make sure Grandma got home
In time for midnight rice cakes and tea-
So I must get to sleep and dream …

I went to sleep and dreamt all the dreams
I went to sleep hoping it would be as they told
The hours went … the night passed …
The early sun peaked … then its heat grew warm
I lay in my ‘banig’ and cotton wrap
Thinking through … then recalling
The promises of the past night …
I realized-
Santa Claus never came
There were no candies, no cakes in sight
There were no ice-cream and no chocolate
Mother and Father did not get home
Grandmother did not show up
In time for midnight rice cakes and tea-

I cried a good cry
And went on to lay still some more in my ‘banig’ …
“Enough sleeping,” I muttered.
“Enough dreaming,” I mumbled softly.
I stood up and forgot that night even came and went.

Since then and as far as I can remember today
Of what brothers say
And what really happens
I remember …
I remember a season Called Christmas …
Of now gone mid-19th century
A Christmas without …
A lowly Christmas …
Nonetheless, it was a Christmas indeed!

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