Tuesday, January 8, 2013

'Turtlish Wait"


Blog 169:

Get set, GO!
Flag a tricycle
Ride out to the main road
Pay the Php7.00 fare
Take a bus or a jeepney
Pay another Php12.00 fare
Head to the SSS Office
Queue at the makeshift ‘Forms Assistance Desk’
Sign up for the specific form
Head to the ‘Service Waiting Room’
After picking up yet a queuing number …
Get yet another of culture shock!
What?  I’m number 312?
Do I stay, or try again tomorrow, only earlier?
It’s only 1:20 PM; I should stick it out
It is a test of real-to-goodness patience, I tell myself.
I fidget … I look in my Messenger style bag …
What do you know; lucky me! 
I have stashed in my bulky bag a magazine to read.
For now … I’m A-OK; no privileges here (I remind me!)
Three hundred eleven people are before me
Who am I to complain?
I muse at thoughts between printed words …
“I might not make it back into this culture
If I decide to really come home … for good!
After many experiences of quick or self-service …
After many years of instant gratification and ‘no-waiting’ …
After many years of ‘I need this, so serve me now!”
In far North Carolina
I just am not sure …
I don’t really think that I could make it …
Singing, breathing, living
In the midst of bureaucracy
In the unending red tape
In the ways of goings and comings
Here and there –
Wrapped in Manila’s lifestyle!

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